I have thought revenge thoughts like every one here and played the what ifs a million times.
But things are slowly turning for the better, I'm just not so good at letting the hand brake off. I'm thinking I should make things move slower in the bf front times it's a double edged sword. I don't want things to get to complicated but it just happens if you want to to or not.
Humans are complex yet simple creatures. The simple need for touch means sometimes we get caught up and carried away. I have said before I didn't understand how our h/w would get caught up in the a, but now I can I really really can. In some ways it's lovely and nice in others it's fast and scarey.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26