"Broke another rule and discussed it with her. Says she is lonely while we work it out and wants someone to talk to. I feel no better."
It seems like you're not interested in changing. Is that the case? I mean you complain about how you're going to change, then 5 minutes later you go right back to doing the same. Do you really want to save your M?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.