H's MLC 10- I'm doing better

[2BHappy]

So my new title "I'm doing better" it's so true. And I'm so happy that I'm better and moving forward in a positive way.

I don't feel the need to post as often, cause I guess I really don't "dwell" on the issues with my H, and the current state of our marriage as much.

I "think" sometimes that my H and I are slowly getting better, but I don't think about it much.

I believe my expectations are now very low as it relates to my M. I don't really expect R type situations with my H.

I do expect more sometime then he is able to provide as it relates to s14. BUT I just don't think this is something I will give him a "break" on, I don't think you can take a "time out" from being a parent.

H went to his home town for an overnight stay and my "goodbye and have a great time" was so honest and real and I was glad he was going to be out of the house and maybe have some FUN!

I know my H and I will always be friends, no matter what happens to our marriage. I don't know what he sees or thinks about our marriage or me, OMGoodness I just realized as I typed this, that I have not even had to stop myself from having a R talk, have not even thought about having one. WOW

My daily routine revolves around me and my s14. I'm doing better. And with that, I now truly know that I will be GREAT.

This "on hold" marriage has been pushed to the side by me, I can still see it, but its not in my way of me moving forward anymore.

I give all the credit to GOD, and I thank GOD for leading me to this site and for the people here who are and have helped me thru.

JOB- can I ask what your name means, like why did you select it? I think of JOB from the bible.