Sit and Spin

[HeavyD]

Wonka

Did it really feel like you were in a fog? Do you remember it? How long were you in it and what snapped you out? I know your marriage did not survive but I am curious as to how you dealt with your feelings. Did you feel you were making the right choices and everyone else was wrong or was it just business as usual.

Always curious.

[Wonka]

Heavy,

OH YEAH....the fog lasted for approximately 5 long stinkin' years!

I'm going to ask our buddy, Cadet, if he would pretty please link my old first installment thread titled "A Voyage into the MLCer Mind" here for it addresses your questions and much more.

[HeavyD]

So why is today such a hard day? I don't know why.

I had to call W and ask her about an email she sent, it was not clear. It was for S9 event and I asked what time it would be. She said it's all in the paperwork - about 10 sheets woth of paperwork. Cold as ice ice baby!

[sandi2]

Wow, sounds like my co-worker! Sometimes it is really hard to show grace under pressure.

[HeavyD]

WTF

I don't get it - she had the A, hs filed for D and is still MAD at me. Oh well, I guess there is nothing else to be done.

She would give a complee stranger more kindness than she has given me this past year. Seriously.

So why do I bother with this I am asking myself? Hmmm....

[Wonka]

Brrrrr....maybe you interrupted "something" at her house with your call. Ha!

[HeavyD]

so not funny Wonka

[Wonka]

I'm sorry....yeah, this s*cks.

[Matt777]

Feel for you HD.

That coldness.

It's something.

Try not to worry about it.

[HeavyD]

Wonka

You are forgiven

Matt - I will try not to worry about it.

I hope you are hanging in there friend