Btw, Cali.... That caught me off guard, lil mighty. Oh man, is that a bad thing? Am I doing this all wrong? I am so frustrated. As much as I grow, heal, move on... I am not dealing w xh much anymore. So when I do, it brings up a lot of emotions.
Will that ever go away?
I know it will take time, but am I hurting my kids now? I put so much focus on biting my lip and stfu w them, I don't know....
And at the same time I see manipulation tactics- which are wrong. And I would never, ever allow my kids to be sucked in by hww's evil way. They are not going to drink that poision. (Great analogy, cali).
