Having a low PMA today and I am not quite sure why. I guess I am finally starting to accept my new normal which is a single Mom. I am a good Mother but not my first choice.
I noticed that the W had called to speak to the kids last night but I did not get the message until this morning when we woke up. I didn't apologize or anything, I just dialed the phone and told the kids that Momma had called so please say hi and let her know what you've been up to.
When we got home last night my D6 was already asleep in the car so she was out for the night. S9 and I went to bed around 8:30 ish. Summer camp and work leaves us pooped!
Again, I hear the refrain "Momma misses you so much, see you in just 2 more days!". Urgh. Again, my projection is that I hear that she is missing the things of home and is lonely but I have no proof of that, she has not said that, but it's just a feeling and we all know what cheeseless tunnels do for us. NOTHING.
I have stopped trying to "do" anything. I am doing everything myself, getting the house repaired as I can, cook, keep the car up, laundry, etc... I am just glad there is no homework for summer camp.
