I have no idea if he hates your guts. You have no idea if he hates your guts. That's not the issue IMO. The issue is you are allowing how you think your H feels about you determine how you feel about you. See the problem here? Don't worry about him for the time being and concentrate on Tulo and how Tulo doesn't need her H to make her feel good.
You can do this.
I know you are right dear NDY, and these last couple of days I have been thinking about WHY I let this affect my feelings about myself and I totally see that this is not healthy. I have realised that I have been like this for for awhile and only in regards to my R.. Professionally I'm not at all like this. You might know that I breed and compete internationally with my dogs, and there are few communities that are more vicious and backstabbing then the dog world. That doesn't bother me. So I need to find out why this is so different and why it shakes me to the core and my self worth when thinking that somebody I love reject me in this way.
Ok, I'm off to check out if you posted any more thoughts on your stitch NDY! THANKS for your reply. You are so sweet! Hugs!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
