Sweden beyond rescue it seems.

[Tulo]

Because you are still operating on your feelings, and those feelings are still very very raw. It's going to take time so don't beat yourself up about it. It happens. Get back on the horse.

Hi dear NDY,

Thanks! You are also very kind to say.. I'm going to try and dust myself off, and find a horse to climb up on..

Can't help but to wonder why he was so angry, I know I called him out but to be so angry and screaming.. Do you think he hates my guts? Maybe I killed off any kind of feeling he had, if he had any that is, and loathing is all that is left now..

That thought is not pleasant, but maybe the fact that I spend time thinking about it is a sign I'm not doing what I ought to do detaching wise..

Ok, enough with all the questions..

Dear NDY, thanks again!
Hugs!