Thanks, bea. So upsetting that you can't even rationalize with a person you spent more than half of your life with.
I guess I have been no contact so much, I lose sight of their crazy. Good thing is, I have been focused on myself. Again, I have to remember to program myself for encounters which may occur.
I don't get carried away anymore by contact, but it's still not fun. Just want to carry on unphased.
I don't want to fight at all! I am Sooo ready to move on to the next part of my life. I have finally LET GO! And now I become the bad guy.
Moving on is knowing I can't control it. The past week, I have felt SOMETHING was going to happen. Another shoe to drop. I know it was too good. This isn't a setback, really. But.... I don't know.
I anticipate graduation next weekend will be another round. S18 says xh does not have a choice to attend. "He's not going."
I'm sad such an important day is being tarnished with this.
