Sweden beyond rescue it seems.

[Tulo]

Tulo -

No 2x4s here.
The key is what you learn about this for yourself and for your future relationships, whoever they may be with.

Pick yourself up. Dust yourself off. Move forward, step by step.

Thanks dear Matt.. You are so kind!

So hard to let go of the feeling in my heart if he hates me or not, if he can forgive me although in my head I'm thinking that I wasn't the one who lied.. Don't know why I can't be more angry instead of this deprecating feeling all the time.

I have planned a big GAL activity this weekend and I just hope that I can detach my thoughts enough for it to be a pleasant midsummers evening celebration. It's a big thing here in Sweden and we eat certain foods and dance and celebrate the longest summer day of the year.

Thanks again for your reply, dear Matt! Means a lot!
Hugs!