Three potential destructive bombs avoided tonight, so far.
Do I class that as a success? See if we can keep needy Huddy at bay!
You certainly do!! And I'm so pleased for you dear Huddy. I sank like a atombomb over Hiroshima.. Your success so far is certainly worth a cheer! Be proud and keep it up! As you say you have a long way to go before D.
Hug!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
Not feeling to good to tell you the truth, but still so muddled about what happened so I need a little bit longer to put the sorded affair of my total lack of any DB or detaching skills to be put down in words.. Ashamed of what mess I made of it all.
But I just been out for yet another run, so if nothing else my next half marathon is destined to be a fast one..
Big hug!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
Nice to hear from you, hope you're feeling well. I still need to keep needy Huddy at bay. He surfaces sometimes when I'm alone.
Hi mate. I still recon you need to get out and breath.
I will be at home alone tonight. Rattling in that big house on my own. And I'm ok with that because for just a short while I can just relax and put this sh!t behind me.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
Everyone is still here so it feels kinda normal. W says she's going away in a couple of weeks so that'll give me a bit of time to breathe.
Funny thing is, the Estate Agent was booked to come yesterday, but she never said a thing to me about it. I know they must have been because she had cleaned from top to bottom, but not a word from her, no paperwork for me to sign, nothing. Bizarre!
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015
Don't read too much into it. It'll all come out in the end. Have you ordered the book yet?
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
Not yet. See there is one on Amazon for 1p! IN the middle of an investigation (no, I'm not a copper [Polis])right now, so am planning to get around to it today.
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015
Well, weird day really. W phoned several times at 1230. Didn't see it ring. SD then texted to say W needed to go to hospital. Obviously, I rang W immediately.
W had collapsed at home with severe backpain. W managed to get herself to doctors, but needed admitting to A&E. I left work and came straight home. W was in pain but insisted on being stubborn.
W said she wanted me to take her to hospital, but not wait with her as the doctors might ask 'personal questions'. We've been together for 16.5 years, I know everything, so what a strange answer.
Drove W to hospital. W wanted just to get out of the car and walk in herself but she almost collapsed getting out of the car, with a grip of her mobile phone. I told her not to be stupid and walked her into admissions. W then told me to go and get the children from school (SD was going to do it but she can't really handle S).
At school I met her best friend. She was asking how W was doing and said could she visit her in hospital as she had 'nobody else'. I told her I was her husband and that was my job. W's friend then asked how I was and expressed concern at out current predicament and that W had told her 'nothing had happened' and she couldn't understand why W was running away. She then said she hoped we could sort it out. My thoughts exactly.
She has just texted my SD to say she's had a scan and is now awaiting results. I don't appear to be wanted again.
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015