Heading home this morning. Staying low profile for now and not pursuing. If he is coming home like he said its up to him to reach out. I'm feeling so many emotions, anger mostly-which I know is masking all my pain.
My family is very worried a out him coming back. I told them I appreciate the concern but I'm trying to save my marriage. I have accepted it might not work out but I intend to do everything I can to save it.
It reminds me of when I went through cancer treatments. My doc laid out the options but said now is the time to throw everything at it ...it may come back but I don't want you beating yourself up if it does for not trying everything.
