Sorry you are having a hard time right now. I don't really have much to add except to comment on this part
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I feel so bad also for the fact that you all have given me some excellent advice, taken from your experience and also your time, and I just went right against it in a heartbeat.. So what's the use, really?
Because you are still operating on your feelings, and those feelings are still very very raw. It's going to take time so don't beat yourself up about it. It happens. Get back on the horse.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
