I see that I painted a picture of a level of discouragement with IC, but I really don't consider it a waste right now. It's nice to talk to an outside party regardless.
After reading a book he recommended last session, I do in fact have some things I want to try and work on with my life as a whole. He's very much about Zen, Universe and shared energy, and I like that outlook on things.
I think an expectation is what makes me feel like I'm getting nothing, because we've yet to have a moment like you describe above, about something with me and my actions/personality where I'm like "oh, that makes total sense now!".
I do not plan to stop going, at least not for the time being.
Me:36 W:30 M:2.75 T:7 BD: 4/2015 ILYBNILWY: 5/2015 W Moved Out: 5/2015 W filed for D: 7/2015