One thing I've learned from all of this...from the moment Matt left...Heather needs a strong support system in order to move forward. I need a group of people around me who speak the same language and push me forward.
I consider this board one of my supports, but I'm ready now to fill the other openings with real-time people.
I'm not sure why, but we just haven't clicked with the people here. We've tried churches, we've reached out...
I don't think it was God's will for us to remain here. This isn't our sweet spot. It overwhelms me to think about all that's involved in moving again. But, I need to turn that over.
One thing about this journey, once you stick with it...keep pushing through...you can never go back to being who you were before.
Transitions are uncomfortable. Shedding your skin, birthing a new you is hard and uncomfortable...but, that doesn't mean there isn't value in the uncomfortable part.
I think God is ok with us being challenged and uncomfortable for periods. Otherwise, we wouldn't move forward.
My goal. My hope. I want to reach that place where life is a steady, sustained peace where there's equilibrium between my giving and my blessings. Things have been out-of-balance here and I've felt hopeless.
HE will bless me when I get in the right slot.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
