Cancelled trip to wedding and informed H. Does not make sense to go with how H is currently acting. He is barely speaking to me and tantruming. I am neither being treated as spouse or friend right now. He asked why I am angry and I nicely said I wasn't and did not elaborate.

I think attending on his own might be good space for reflection and understanding that I also have a choice in all of this. Hoping he will have some sort of aha moment in listening to two other people say there vows and what that means. Not counting on it. I feel I would just cloud that opportunity though if I was there. He clearly needs more time to figure out what he wants. If I felt at all like he wanted me there I would have gone.

I plan to still take the days off and do some nice things for myself and have my own time for reflection.


Last edited by BW05; 06/17/15 11:40 AM.
Me: 42 H: 40
M: 12
H moved out - 8/2015
I filed - 8/2015