Hanging in there. There is a desire to slip back into the status quot. We keep ending up just hanging out together. Working to purposely pull away. She is coming back toward me just as much as I am toward her.
Had a real hard time tonight when she was out late without calling. Had to talk myself down so I jumped on the treadmill and got through it. I DIDN'T CALL!!! In the end there was nothing to it.
I am working on me. Focused on improving myself. I will learn from this experience and be a better man for it. If I can share that with her, great. If not, I will still be a better man.
In the end there was nothing to it.
