I am choosing to have a good day today. I just got up at 8:30 and had a very fitful night. I think because H was so strange on the phone...but not sure. Think H may be having a midlife crisis through all of this. H is drinking more. H was saying he is just not happy. H is looking at land in other states to get a fresh start. H is looking at cadillacs. There may be an OW, as I got some strange phone calls. The phone calls have stopped since I changed my phone number.
But I guess that is H's problem and I can't help him.
I have to help me. I call treatment again today to see if there is a bed open yet. The best days for me to go would be Wednesday or Thursday of this coming week. I have a ride for sure on those days. Have to see about finding a ride today or tomorrow if they want me there this early in the week.
I'll be online most of the day if anyone wants to chat. Dragonflymanorlady.... called our new house dragonfly manor....hence the name.
