How am I doing? I'm really not sure, sometimes I'm fine, other times I'm pissed, confused, angry, sad, depressed, still in denial, scared, hopeless, trying to hold on to hope. Mad at myself that I waited to long to try to fix my M, mad at myself for still wanting to try to make it work and wanting to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me....wishing he would just go but not wanting him to...
thanks for checking in on me guys. I haven't really been up for being on here much lately....
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since