Piecing Myself Back Together

[alaskangal]

Going to town in a bit. Am going to get paint thinner to clean my utility sink. H asked me to do so.

Started some spring cleaning. Shaking rugs out outside and doing some dusting. Did my windows the other day.

H also asked me to check downstairs toilet to see if it was still leaking. I did and it's not.

Tonight, if I talk to him am going to work hard to keep the focus on him.

I am not going to call him, however. He needs to call me. No beeping him, either.

Sunday is church, so I will have something to do tomorrow night. Have to figure out something to do tonight.

Got keep self occupied.

Hugs, Akgal

[dazedboy]

Your demeanor has so improved. The talkative (yes talkative ), yet frightened girl has been replaced by a stronger, focused person. I know some may be the meds and no alcohol, but the strength your are showing now is so very nice.

Confidence is such an attractive character trait.

[alaskangal]

Thanks. I AM feeling better and better by the day. I have my moments, but feel like I am growing stronger and feeling more content with myself.

Hugs, and prayers,
Akgal

[psluke]

Hi Akgal,

So how did the cleaning go? I told you I needed you here!

So glad you are feeling stronger and more at peace, I am feeling the same way and it is a much better place to be isn't it?

Hope you have a great day today!

[alaskangal]

I did just a little cleaning and then went to town with a girlfriend. Bought H some more jelly beans. Bought myself some bubble bath. Bought a journal that says Serenity on the front of it. The treatment center I am going to is called Serenity House, so I thought that was very appropriate.

I bought batteries for my digital camera and am going to have my picture taken tonight for an anthology that my writer's group is putting together. Have to decide today what to wear and how to do my hair. I can curl it or wear it straight or kind of scrunch it for a wilder look.

Am thinking of wearing it scrunched. Don't know yet.

So my day today will be playing dress up a few times and figuring out what to wear to church, as that is where the gal from my writer's group is going to take my picture.

Also have to cook something to take to church with me.

Does anyone know how to put a photo next to their name here like Jeannie and Bob (Odga) have done?

Maybe I will put my photo up. If I can learn how to do it.

Hugs and prayers,
Akgal

[DBB]

Ak,

You are making me tired thinking of all that activity. And no mention of H in there. I think this is new. And good. Stay busy.

hang in

write

ps You'll have to tell me how to hit the writer's market.

Thanks

[alaskangal]

Yes, I am trying hard to stay busy and keep the focus on me.

Detaching is hard, but healthy.

Hugs and prayers,
Akgal

[alaskangal]

Gonna be on yahoo in a half hour. I'm Dragonflymanorlady.
Would love to chat with folks.

Hugs, and prayers,
Akgal

[imalright]

ag,

You sound much better! I also noticed you weren't obsessing about H, good job!

Deb

[alaskangal]

Listening to tunes and chatting with DB friends...what a lovely way to pass a lazy Sunday afternoon! Cathy and T2....it was great chatting!

Hugs and prayers,
Akgal....