Broke down and beeped H tonight. Was feeling frustrated as treatment center put me off again. Still waiting for bed to open up.
H called back around ten. I apologized for beeping him and he said, I can handle it at night. It's just during the day that I can't when I am at work. I said, I've been good about not calling you or beeping you during the day...and he said, yeah, you have. We talked for a while ...half an hour...mostly good interaction. He mentioned that our new chairs were in and that he was going to pick them up on his way home. I said they probably were beautiful. I told him I had once thought about selling our home and moving into something smaller so he would not be stressed financially. He said I'm not stressed. I mentioned my sister having problems and told him about solution based therapy. Said, don't you think that would be more appealing to a guy? He said Yeah. I said it's what I wanted us to do, but we were too busy fighting. He didn't say anything. Still, maybe I planted a seed?
Gotta get to bed now. It's almost eleven here. Hugs, Akgal
