Looking forward to seeing what happens after the L meeting. Outside looking in I just think this push is needed for you, your W has never had the fear of losing you and reading your progression its hard not to see that. I think in her head this is all going to plan, she gets the A and the OM while still appearing to have that 'happy' family ..... while you are in a torturous enviornment ... its not healthy and I look forward to you taking the next step.