Py, it sounds silly, but I really don't know what the worst will be. For me every behaviour that shows indifference but civility is another twist of the knife.

I just want him to show that our 25years together meant something. Every time he does something to reinforce it doesn't I feel another stab and more pain.

I am having a hard time on the compassion and understanding front. H has informed me our court hearing for our decree nisi is tomorrow.

Both 47 M 20 T25 S 18
EA July 11- Jan 12. ILYBNILWY Oct EA April 13 -July 13
Move to work abroad Sept 14
re establish contact with OW while away
D bomb 22/12/14 D filed papers served 17/03/15