Maybe he should, but then it will be another excuse to be in a house for a long time. Maybe it is just easier to have him picking up his stuff and leaving very fast.
It's amazing how he can talk and play the real victim and I am not in a mood to hear his excuses anymore.
The farther the better. I am still hurting myself with what I think and I should get better of letting go of it all and don't think any more stupid things. I need to work hard on that.
But, I can control a little easier that H won't hurt me anymore with his words. He does not want me in his life, so get away from me once for all.
And yes, you will say that I am acting very angry. And I am, very, very angry because he left me, because I worked hard so he could build up his career, because he is hurting my children, because he is a selfish bastard and I trusted him, because he was sleeping with another woman when I was taking care after everything.
It's a lesson learned. Now I need to learn how to forgive and let go, and that I may find the most difficult one.
I am in pain, with hate in my heart. I need to develop a plan and I feel lost right now. I need patience. I will try.
