Thanks guys, it helps. It's so amazing, but it really helps to have someone telling you that it is OK.
And you are all very right. H is totally selfish right now. He needs to get a tattoo with the work on his chest.
It's all me...me...me...
And the kids just told me that he said that he will take them to dinner Wednesday or Thursday this week. They told me they said nothing about BDay, but they told him they will let him know when it is OK for them.
I am trying my best to get my head out of it. I have no other way of resolving this if not going through it.
Well, got an email from my L saying that we need to choose the mediator. There is a court mediator and then there is a private mediator and my L thinks that I would benefit from a private one.
I sent an email to my L asking to meet him to find out what can be negotiated before the mediation so it does not cost a fortune and will be resolved all in one meeting.
This whole D hurts, but I really believe I will feel much better after this is all done and resolved.
I feel like I will be my own person again.
Again, thanks so much. I don't know what would happen if I did not have the support I have here.
And about his texts, I will just ignore it all. I will start packing his stuff and if he asks he can just pick them up.
To tell the truth I think it is all done. I try to believe in this fog thing, but H is calculating every step of the way for a long time. I was just very blind and a complete idiot that I did not see it coming.
H have his plans, is enjoying life and taking care after himself. This is what is real.
