In which I'm feeling lost, but will perservere

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That is great, E. Yes, one day at a time helps me too.

Just curious about the atmosphere in your home. Have you done anything to create a more warm home environment or is it still pretty tense? One of the comments my H keeps making is about the awkwardness, nervous energy, etc. Sometimes he feels fine, but others it is not comfortable. I validated this, but I am also thinking your choices are what is helping contribute to how things are. Given what is going on, it will actually take work on both ends to improve home life. For the most part I try and have warm greeting, but sometimes I am more detached. It is not as awkward for me because I actually want to be here.