--if you called him and he was grumpy (and that could be because of a bad day, not you), what type of impact would that have on you? Would a bad phone call do more damage than none at all?


Jackie, I guess I am going to have to go with the mindset of this will be an experiment. I won't call him the first week, because I am not allowed to call anyone for a week.

I think I will wait until halfway through the second week to call him. I hope that is enough time for him to be at least curious as to how I am doing.

I have to call again today to find out when I can go in to treatment. They are waiting for a bed to open up for me.

I will not have internet access and will miss everyone here terribly!

Akgal

PS Thanks, Jackie, your support is so important to me! It helps a lot.


I am responsible for my own happiness.