Hi E, been absolutely crazy busy and that is a great problem to have. Lots of Me time this weekend. Also had niece stay with us for couple of days so that was fun. Never brushed a little girls hair before, and her's was bad so I got to learn a little too
I feel great about where I am right now. I have felt more calm over last couple of weeks than in years. The more I rely on myself for my needs, the more I feel I don't need as much. no $hit, it is kinda nuts how that is working. On a side note, the wife has been more and more of a participant in all of our lives, the more I progress down my road. She has done chores in the last week I swear she had absolutely refused to do on principal over last half decade (it is just the way it felt). Thursday I went out basically all evening, got home after 10 and she had cleaned the kitchen AND baked some banana bread (I had mentioned earlier the day before that I thought the bananas had just about had it, so she made banana bread - NOT A NORMAL INSTANCE in the Zephyr household. In general in the interactions between us, it has felt more like she has wanted to be there, instead of somewhere else, IDK...just a real sense on my part.
That was just one instance, and I am trying not to focus too much on that stuff, cause there there is other stuff too, but I will hold off on that once we have more available data to evaluate.
Another weird one...last night watching TV after GameofThrones finished and an A. Madison add came on the TV. i'd never heard of it before and apparently neither had W. She asked what the Eff that was so I looked it up. I told her it was a website to help arrange discrete encounters for married folks. She called the concept 'disgusting'. Who knows if that was actual sentiment or a smoke screen...just thought it was odd is all.
I need to get back to work. Thank you so much for checking in...I actually feel rather bad for not posting more, it has been almost impossible to carve out enough time to really keep up with everyone and check in with them. so I will hopefully try to find some extra time this week!!!
