It's not so much the GAL activities. I keep myself busy - it's AFTER those are done and I'm by myself OR it's when ww texts me (because we don't talk on the phone or meet in person). I have days that are better than most and over the last couple weeks, it's been going well.
However, as I've been feeling better and more confident, the distance has grown further and further and she seems to be getting more resentful and ok with no contact with me. I guess I had expectations that as I was improving, she would take notice or miss me in any facet. Doesn't seem to be the case at all.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23