Ok...am just waiting to go into treatment now. Will not see H for five weeks. Am wondering what to do. Should I just go about going to treatment and not contact H? Should I call him from treatment since he can't call me there?
I am going to treatment for me and don't want these outside issues to confuse me. Still, I don't want to lose ground albeit it small ground that I have gained with H toward friendship. Does absence truly make the heart grow fonder or does it make it easier to detach? Should I send him a card now and then?
I am confused again. I want to get closer to my goal of reconciliation with H. I know taking care of me has to come first, though.
So far, the babysteps I have seen are these
He has begun calling now and then.
He is nicer when he calls.
He asked about my medications.
He asked me to do a few things for him.
He didn't get angry when I flirted with him.
He is letting me borrow his sweat pants for treatment.
Any takes on the situation? I'd love some input.
(Thank you St. Rita for working for me in this situation which I have viewed as impossible. Amen.)
If you need help, and believe in praying through the Saints...try praying to St. Rita. My situation has improved since I have begun asking her for help. She is the patron saint of the impossible. St. Jude is also a good saint to ask for help as he is the patron saint of hopeless causes I believe. I know I need all the help I can get!
