Zues - I have already begun the grieving process of the M being gone and that we will never go back to that.
Where I think I may be at, is if I simply move on from any relationship other than parents with her. I feel like I'm the only one fighting and really, I am.
But, what am I fighting for? Friendship? I've already told her I can't be her friend while she continues this relationship and she's made her choice.
I don't know why I feel so confused and lost now.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23