Zues - I have already begun the grieving process of the M being gone and that we will never go back to that.

Where I think I may be at, is if I simply move on from any relationship other than parents with her. I feel like I'm the only one fighting and really, I am.

But, what am I fighting for? Friendship? I've already told her I can't be her friend while she continues this relationship and she's made her choice.

I don't know why I feel so confused and lost now.


M-33
W-33
S-11, S-8
M-11, T-14
BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18
I moved out 5/23