So H called tonight, first time in weeks that he called me. He said he was hurt that I hadn't been texting or calling him...which is so crazy because he actually said at one point to never contact him again. NC and giving him time and space must have helped.
He actually said tonight that he was shocked that he hurt his kids feelings and mine. He said it wasn't his intention to do that. I didnt say anything, I just listened but in my head I was screaming WTH!
He is so consumed with his own feelings that he doesn't even see our sides. This is going to be a process. I'm so thankful that I found this place.