It just sux man. For the most part I am over caring about what W thinks, how she remembers this whole mess in the tears to come.

I spoke already about the last letter I sent to her. I really don't think I will ever get any further than where I was after this - WRT to her outlook. In that case I doubt there will ever be another letter between us. There could be in another future, but right now it is time to build my immediate future, based on my immediate present.

Siggghhhhhhh - this is tiring somedays.


M: 6 T: 12
Kids: 2,4
BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015
EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015