Back from church. Hoping H calls, but thinking h probably won't call again tonight.

St. Rita makes the impossible possible, however. He's called quite a bit recently. So, if he doesn't call tonight, I can live with that.

I will not call him. He needs his space. He needs time away from me.

I think I will take a nice hot bath and get into my pjs. Then, am going to eat a piece of cheesecake with my son and get some sleep.

Ex-H ...son's dad...will be here to pick him up late
tonight.

Still hope H calls. It would give me some hope.


God gives me strength when I am weakest, though, and I know that really, I am not alone in my pain and struggles. God is with me.

I find out tomorrow about a for sure date to enter treatment.

Hugs and prayers for all,
Akgal

I am responsible for my own happiness.