That lady singing - is she fat?

[Pyrite]

I had a great week last week on holiday. Back at work, down to reality this week. The "discussion" I had with W last Monday is killing me now. It really hurts when a few months after BD, W admits she is in love with OM.

It hurts for what it is. It hurts that only a month ago she was still denying it. It hurts that she absolutely does not see it as rejection or betrayal. It hurts that she considers that she has been the victim this whole time and needed the support from her friends and OM. It hurts that it seems so normal to her. What does she think I have been doing while she has been going through this "worst" time in her life. I haven't been screwing another woman and falling in love, for support.

I have lost faith that she will ever, eVER see it. She will see it in others and criticise perhaps, but she will never see herself in this light.

I will get back to where I was soon enough. It just hurts .