Yesterday morning I sent text to H apologizing for conversation when I returned from trip. His response was understanding and that there is nothing easy about all of this. He has not been home all weekend, and to be honest, it has for the most part been really good. I have spent quality time with myself, rested, exercised, watched hockey, read, done yard work, and spent time soaking up some sun. I certainly find my mind is clear and I can think more rationally. It wouldn't be so bad to be on my own again. At least I know I will survive. In this state it is easier to see that he has a lot of work to do on himself to be ready to recommit and join me in rebuilding our M, but that is certainly a ways off.
Have no idea where he has been staying and I will not ask.
Last edited by BW05; 06/14/1507:47 PM.
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015
