You seem to be in a very good place again. You are doing great in not ringing or pursuing your H. I am sure if you let the dust settle that your GA and GU will understand the situation. Perhaps you can send them a couple of Easter eggs through your S?
Do think up a project of some sort for yourself. You seem to have lots to offer, re: writing, cooking, mothering skills. I have started cooking classes (cuisine of my country of origin) in my home and they are great fun, they allow me to meet people and bring in some money too! And they boost the self esteem. It converts what may be seen as a mere domestic chore into something that is a SKILL and a MONEY EARNER!!
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
