I lost 30 pounds since this all started. The stress diet. I'm back to my high school weight. It started with GAL activities and counting calories to distract from the BS, but when I got to my goal I continued to lose. Now it feels like I'm obsessed with my weight. I have been fluctuating with being 5-10 pounds under my goal but when I start climbing up closer to my original goal now I panic. I've never been so obsessed before. Always felt comfortable with my body. But right now I'm obsessed. Must be the need to control the few things I can.
I liked being fat and happy so much better. I have a cousin getting married and I told his fiance that I hope they have an engagement party this summer because I have this dress I want to wear that I'm hoping ill be too happy to fit into next year.
Last edited by mustardseed; 06/14/1501:01 PM.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17
