Thanks, DFB. I am trying hard not to get too depressed.


My son should be here in about two hours! I bought dye to color EASTER eggs...since I won't see him for EASTER. I know it is a month away, but this will be my last chance to spend time with him until after I am out of treatment...which will be 30 days at least.

I had a fight with his Great Aunt. They had plans for son to spend a night there tonight. My plans changed when I realized that son could take a bus here. It took all day to arrange it...and by the time son called Great Aunt (GA) and Great Uncle (GU) they were already coming to pick him up. GA got very mad and told me I was very inconsiderate. I didn't do anything on purpose to hurt anyone...sheesh...all I want to do is spend some time with my son.

I ended up hanging up on GA...in a huff.
This stinks as I really like GA and Gu. Will give it some cooling off time and then call them. I think she owes me an apology and I owe her one, too...but I bet I end up being the only one to say I'm sorry.

H called again. He said that the ticket was paid for and told me what it cost. I said thanks so very much. I offered to pay him back and he said he didn't care about the cost. I told him thank you again. H said he was in his room. Then, once again, I said...well, I guess you need to get back to work...H said yeah, I've got to get back to the shop and we got off the phone.

I am doing pretty well at not trying to keep him on the phone when he calls. I think this is confusing him a bit. It's a definite 180 for me.

So, anyway, made son an EASTER basket, too. What the heck, huh? Might as well go the whole nine yards.

LoL....I am in a very good mood. PMA is soaring. Now, let's hope son shows up or I may crash!

No, if son doesn't show up...I will eat all the candy and color eggs all by myself. What the heck! If that doesn't make me feel good, I don't know what will....

I am responsible for my own happiness.