Ripken - WW filed for Divorce and I moved Out #5

[Ripken8]

Having a tougher moment, but should get over it soon. Ww texted me for first time in a week. That's how she communicates, only via text and only if it's something she needs. Wanted our password for phone bill, so she could pay half of the bill, her choice, I never made that request or suggestion.

On one hand I'm happy she's doing it because less money I have to spend. On the other it's more distance and one less thing she needs me for. She doesn't need me or want me,more actions of filing for divorce, putting the house on the market, only choosing to text me and i believe, continuing the affair all show that.

I get sad that we don't communicate or talk at all, but then when she texts me, even for something like this, it triggers me. I'll be ok and I'm going to go work out and try to enjoy gal tonite.