Thanks for posting Sunny. To be honest it's me that's hung up on R with OM.

L/C is all about making me the best I can be and clearing my head of thought. She wants me to live for today and it's me that keeps pushing the OM thing as my insecurities get the better of me.

I know I'm in an akward sitch as EXW left the family home and comes back most days to see kids. I do avoid her but it's still awkward EXW is in a bad / sad place of her own making and it's tough to see. I know she has no money and appears to have no emotional support

I fully appreciate EXW choose this path and it's her journey but she is still the mother of my kids and I still love her. It's a week now since a form of N/C and EXW seems to be turning to Ds for some emotional support now

Thanks for posting , it means a lot. Take care. Rd