I just caught up with the latest in your sitch. I don't even know where to begin. I can say I can see why you are so confused. Your H's actions make no sense to me.
Tomorrow will be a better day. Try to do something to take your mind of these troubles, even if it's only for an hour or so.
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
*Hugs*
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15