Got text from H he is picking up S. So my job is to remain distant and fake it until I make it that I am A ok. Wish me luck I seem to fall apart or look for something or expectation from him when I see him and I don't even no what so not this time.
THIS TIME you can make it and then, face the next time and onward.
Applaud loudly for the 1% of positives he does
show H no anger
Be upbeat and FUN to be around, with a bit of Mystery thrown in
Reassure your son lovingly
End conversations with h, first
Be in a bit of a rush b/c you are on your way out to
"DO a Fun thing, and or
Visit a fascinating new place and or
meeting up with Interesting people and you are JUST SO CONTENT now that you have been working on yourself.
In fact, you are GRATEFUL for the wake up call b/c you feel more alive than you have in years.
If this ^^ is not yet you, maybe you can AIM for it... It's a PLAN...yes?
make sense?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
