asitis, I wish I would be stronger longer some days, my head is all over the place and I stuggle to do what I should really do, I wish I could move up time.
Cindy - I felt like that for a while too. But it isn't that you want to move up time, it's that you want to know what will happen! The anxiety, the fear, it's all from wanting to know how this will all turn out.
The thing is that you can't possibly know how it will end. Accept the unknown!
Instead, USE this time. Become the woman you want to be. When else in your life will you have the time to really focus on YOU??
I get that each day is a struggle. Start making to-do lists. Make the items simple if you need to: get out of bed, eat breakfast, etc.