It just [censored] Mike. Period. Unfortunately it's going to suck for a while.
But, it starts to suck less as time goes on. Everyone here will tell you that this is a long road. During the first few months can't imagine surviving one full day of so start taking lots of long slow breaths.
Reach out to a family member or friends too. Have a buddy come over and watch some TV with you. You're going to have to take it day by day, minute by minute, but you WILL get through this. Be strong for your son.
My heart goes out to you.
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