I believe it's the latest version of D&D. it seems to have come a long way since then...!

The deal with the anxiety is that sometimes, when something makes me feel anxious, the feeling will detach from the cause and re-attach itself to something else, so that I feel the "something else" is causing the anxiety. This is a great bonus for acting on stage, but not so hot in real life. In this case it means that I end up feeling worse about my sitch than I actually do.

I recently read that happiness, like love, is a decision. But I have never really allowed myself to be truly happy at those times when I was single. Maybe that's something to think about.