Sweden beyond rescue it seems.

[Tulo]

Tulo, Big, Big hugs. Well done for removing him on FB. I did not have the strength to do that. h removed me first.

Hey sweet Smothy!
So glad to see you here!

So happy you think taking him off FB was a good thing because I have been beating myself up like crazy about it. Thinking it was a bad idea. But I know it felt better that I did it first, even though I don't think he would have done it.
But if he had, I would have been devastated.

I know that both you and I are having a hard time letting go, and I so understand that you have hopes for coming back to the UK and what might happen. We connected so good in bed and I so wish he would miss that, and I think he does, but I know I have to stop doing that because first of all it gives him access to me without commitment and I only get hurt when he doesn't want more.

I have repeatedly said to myself, why would I want someone that does not want me.
I have not spoken to H since 9th of April and proud to say no snooping for a month. Small, small steps but it does moves us forward little by little.

This is something I also think about. Why on earth would I want someone that doesn't want me? So strange. Where is my feeling of self worth?

Thanks again dear Smothy. So appreciate to hear from you!!
Big hug!!!