That lady singing - is she fat?

[Pyrite]

but I can't not. she is asking me and the kids to support her new lifestyle. Fine I understand that she might be deluded that I should help send her off into the sunset wither new life. I am the last person she is considering now, but the children, come on, how is this in their best interests.

She has nothing in this respect. I had to act now. Otherwise I am actively defeating myself. Personally, emotionally, perhaps I feel closer to her than ever. But in the sense of "a" future. Maybe 5 years from now? Who knows? I can't hate her at all right now, even if I try, so this is good yeah?