Sweden beyond rescue it seems.

[Tulo]

Morning and I'm sitting at my nieces school graduation and I feel like standing up and screaming. Feel like making the move to pick up my stuff without contact/seeing him was major mistake even though I have no real hope that seeing him one more time at this stage would cage anything.. Thinking that if we'd met and ended up having sex that would be some sort of a good thing even though I know I'm selling myself short..

Now kids are walking in to the big hall and I need to pull my act together.. Drowning in this mess!!!