Just shot some pool and worked out. Listened to a discussion of inadequacy by a religious figure. It talked about how we're all inadequate and need God's spirit to have the strength to get through. And how inadequacy can be positive if it drives us to seek his strength.

Again, I'm not much of a Christian...but I do believe there is truth in those words, whether it is literal or metaphorical. For some reason I feel deeply at peace right now. It's all good. I'm ok. And I'm so appreciative for what I have, both outside and in. We don't get a clean slate in our lives in terms of going back in time, but we do in our spirits. And I feel good. Goodnight all.


Me:38 XW:38
T:11 years M:8 years
Kids: S14, D11, D7
BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15